I’m in my bathroom crying 😩😩 I’m in so much pain but I know if I go they’re going to send my ass right back home. It’s…

I’m in my bathroom crying 😩😩 I’m in so much pain but I know if I go they’re going to send my ass right back home. It’s my husbands birthday and I’m trying to keep my cool. My kids are driving me up shits creek. The only hiding place is the bathroom & I’m still losing my mind. I’m 38wks and 2 days I feel like I’ve been pregnant for 2 yrs.