This is not good im inpatient and I act like annoyed and don’t wanna be bothered with my son or…

This is not good im inpatient and I act like annoyed and don’t wanna be bothered with my son or anything im a bad mom I know

Only cuz I was treated bad and not getting enough attention and patience and love as a child if only I had that back then I can keep my son and be a good mom I just feel like I’m not good enough to be anything as I thought

I just wanted to show my son of how much I love him(Mateo tapia) and how much I care for him