So hubby woke me up at 6am saying he wanted to make love on the back porch. Lol. He even swept it…

So hubby woke me up at 6am saying he wanted to make love on the back porch. Lol. He even swept it off and laid down a blanket for me. Lol. Then it happened..... he said he missed the feeling and that he wanted to role the dice!!! Ugh. So now I am waiting a few weeks and then going to see if we are going to be having more kids. In a way I'm excited about this, but on the other hand I'm scared. We already have a crazy life and he's about to leave for the military anyways. I didn't want my children close in age either. I almost died the last time but ended up losing my son. Then I had a miscarriage back in May... ugh I'm not to sure how I feel about this.