For some stupid reason I'm really scared about giving birth to this baby... like my daughter was easy my son was horrific and this will be my last baby.... Idk I'm not anywhere near that time but it still scares me to think about
15 days away, and I am terrified 😨
So scared and nervous about tomorrow :( I'm legit getting my self sick. C section in the morning never thought I would be this scared.

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
my baby daddy's ex wife works at the hospital I'm having my daughter she is just a cleaning lady she tell me they let her move the babies around I'm scared this women will take my baby she even tells me if I have my baby early she could see her ever day .. my doctor only delivers at this hospital I don't know what to do . this is why I don't want to have my baby early ..

Feeling scared about this
I think it's because my l&d with my son was so painful it's got me scared