I've been trying to stay strong and positive for months with everybody including my husband because he doesn't understand....but I think I have some sort of depression. Idk what to do or who to ask for help, all I know is I'm really sad and something's not right.
Go to your OB and talk to them about your depression. Thats what i did. Now im on 50 mg of Zoloft.

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Make an appointment with your medical provider, and let them know how you’ve been feeling and for how long. They will help you!