I've changed a Lot over the years and I've been through a lot as well ... I lost myself A LONG time ago && a lot of my dreams got Push on the back burner because it got to the point Where I never thought itll happen. Like I Want the perfect life BUT in MONICA'S type of perfect . I want to, FINALLY push towards my Dream career and watch things fall into place Which is happening NOW . A job that will Have me and Layla set for a while until I get The Job I REALLY WANT... live life Like Im going to die tmrw , CAREFREE my only worries is Layla Well being and She Healthy and Happy 😊😊I Still wanna MEET the true Love of my life , Get married Like I'm still that Girl , I remember in middle school my teacher ask me what j wanna be . . .I said Happy , Successful , Happily Married && A Mom🤞🏽 I still dream of getting propose to , Telling someone I Love them AND MEANING It because I know THEY love me BACK !! Having my Mommy , and His mom and my sisters Helping pick out the wedding dress of my Dreams and walking down the Aisle With A glow 🌻 saying I do ... qs much as I say I do not see it happening I HOPE it Happens. . THATS the Monica I mean I miss. No matter how hard things got for me I never Gave upp on hope .. and I'm slowly getting that part I loved BACK MAN 😊😊😊❤
Hello this is Ceiamaria husband Mac I told a lot of you that when I knew what happened too my bestie the love of my life it is being said that she had an enlarged heart and again I’m thinking you all your prayers and thought are being felt thank you
Zero sex life
Me and my SO have absolutely no sex life anymore and it's really starting to get to me. I try and give him hints and still nothing. I feel like he's not attracted to me anymore and it's really starting to upset me /: is anyone else having this problem?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Mom life come on now! The man looking for love profile is still up. You gotta be kidding me 🤬🤦🏼♀️

Me and my princess first time getting epidural and I’m numb from legs is this normal i can’t walk good yet
Great thing is , you know who you are and what you want to do in life . You will find love , let it come to you and happen naturally . Don’t look in the same places for love or look for the same kind of men . It will be the same out come . Anyway I hope you find everything you need to fulfill you and I’m glad you are finding yourself .