My son just left to his grandpa’s on his dad’s side to be watched basically all day for literally the first time. My bf,his dad, and I are supposed to go out on a double date with some friends but I’m honestly such an emotional wreck right now. I want my son back, I want to be fucking pregnant again so I’m never without him and to feel those baby kicks once more 😰😭 I also suspect that I’m going to be on my period soon so that may be the reason behind all these emotions but still, they feel very real to me and big and so very hard to handle. I’ve also been feeling very bad about my body lately, I’m trying a new diet but it takes time like with everything. But in the time since my son was born to now (almost 1 yr) I’ve lost about 20lbs and I gained about 70lbs during pregnancy 😞 I also most likely have pcos and I’ve heard that obesity and pcos go hand in hand a lot of the time. Sigh what to do what to do..