I’m sorry he didn’t show for you hun . Keep the faith and again remember this is his choice . He’s the one losing out not you or the baby because he is blessed to have a mom like you in his life .

My oldest son's donor is the biggest dirt bag. He showed up... after he caused me to go in labor by pushing me! Then he left afterwards in my car and went clubbing. My husband has been with us since my son was 3. There are good men out there.

His loss not yours

Mine never did too or called with my first daughter but we don't need him we found the right dad for my daughter and even have a baby sister now sometimes God puts the right people in your life differently then you imagine. Don't depend on your own understanding of things God knows better!