Just need to face the fact that it's not meant to be for us, doing it this way. Apparently IVF is our ownly way and I just need to stop thinking otherwise. Just isn't possible the way my tubes are and need to stop giving myself false hope. Just done, I'm sorry if this uspets anyone but I just don't know how to feel right now.
Stop receiving that. Stop telling yourself your body can't. Speak the word over yourself. You are a woman. You're body was made to carry and nurture children. Tell your body Yes!! We Can!!
I'm sorry you're going through all that. I know I follow a couple on YouTube they and other organizations give scholarships for ivf. maybe you can look into something like that? I know its pretty expensive....
Sending you love