Can't sleep 😔 I've had my tarantula in an ICU since 5 PM when I came home and she was in a death curl.. I've had her for almost 7 years... I keep checking on her every couple hours and it just makes me so upset 😭 I know it's just a spider but it's my spidey and I loved her 😭
@shannae3 Haha thank you, weirdly though I could have swore up and down she was dead but my hubs said he saw her webber's move and I picked her up and everything and no movement what so ever.. I just checked on her and shes moving quite well... thank God I listened to him even though I was mad at rich cause I was 100% she was dead lol. Thank God I didn't bury her! I actually got her because I was also so afraid of them and I knew if I had one as a pet and had to care for and watch it I'd have no choice but to get use to her, it probably took me 3 months before I even tried to pick her up but I fell in love♡ but phew the first month I was scared filling her water bowl even if she was 3 feet away lmao!
Omg I tried so hard to change the word tarantula in to a different pet. I would die if I ever seen a spider so big. Omg I think u r so bad ass for not even being scared but owning one u the boom. So sorry ur pet died.
@kendrab ya i know its sweet and caring ur still trying
@izzabellamamasbabygirl that was not English, shes moving now more that shes been in the ICU for almost 10 hours, but her legs are still too weak for her to stand
@izzabellamamasbabygirl yeah shes moving more not that shes been in the ICU but she get legs are still too weak for her to stand:/ I dont believe she'll make it no matter what I do but if I didn't try I'd regret it ):
How do u know if shes still alive is she moving at all
@kendrab thats awesome but sucks shes sick now
@izzabellamamasbabygirl no I avoided holding her at all while pregnant since ive never been bit and dont know how I'll react:/ but before I was pregnant I'd hold her a few times a month and she is a very sweet girl.
@kendrab omg im so sorry i wish u the best of luck
@izzabellamamasbabygirl sadly): my phone recently broke 2 weeks ago and I didn't take any pictures of her while she was healthy): so I couldn't send a cute one):
@jessicanlos2015 lmao no shes not dead.. well yet I think her chance to recover is at like 5%.. so I'm 95% sure when I wake up tomorrow she will be passed.. I've only owned so many tarantulas but this was a rescue from a neglected home so for her to live 7 years was amazing.. considering the shape I got her in wasnt much better than how she is right now. I think it might be old age tho since I'm not sure how old she is.. and if it's that there is no saving):
@kendrab, na don’t worry about it (covering my eyes while I write this lol peeking through one eye while I type this ) so it not dead? Is it sick ? What’s going on
Hope she gets to feeling better and just wasn’t feeling well🤞🏻
A pet is a pet, sorry to hear about ur spider not doing well 😒
@jessicanlos2015 lol I'm sorry you had to see the picture I didn't post it cause I know alot of people who are very afraid of spiders and I dont like to make people feel uncomfortable Lol but thank you though ):
Omg I will flipping die if that was in front of me.... makes my skin crawl... but hunny I’m sorry hope u feel better 😶
I wanna see a pic of her i hate spiders they scare me so bad
So sorry to hear that
I know what it like to lose a pet that means so much to you !
Definitely not a good feeling but I hope you feel better soon💓
Oh no, so sorry, momma. Sending love 💕
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That’s so cool I’m so happy she is alive !! U still bad ass for not being scared lol