Can't sleep 😔 I've had my tarantula in an ICU since 5 PM when I came home and she was in a death…

Oh no, so sorry, momma. Sending love 💕

So sorry to hear that

I know what it like to lose a pet that means so much to you !

Definitely not a good feeling but I hope you feel better soon💓

I wanna see a pic of her i hate spiders they scare me so bad

Im so sorry though

@izzabellamamasbabygirl I dont like bugs unless they are in cages and I can choose when they are on me lol

Omg I will flipping die if that was in front of me.... makes my skin crawl... but hunny I’m sorry hope u feel better 😶

@jessicanlos2015 lol I'm sorry you had to see the picture I didn't post it cause I know alot of people who are very afraid of spiders and I dont like to make people feel uncomfortable Lol but thank you though ):

A pet is a pet, sorry to hear about ur spider not doing well 😒

Hope she gets to feeling better and just wasn’t feeling well🤞🏻

@kendrab, na don’t worry about it (covering my eyes while I write this lol peeking through one eye while I type this ) so it not dead? Is it sick ? What’s going on

@kendrab omg awwe is that her now

@jessicanlos2015 lmao no shes not dead.. well yet I think her chance to recover is at like 5%.. so I'm 95% sure when I wake up tomorrow she will be passed.. I've only owned so many tarantulas but this was a rescue from a neglected home so for her to live 7 years was amazing.. considering the shape I got her in wasnt much better than how she is right now. I think it might be old age tho since I'm not sure how old she is.. and if it's that there is no saving):

@kendrab shes never bit u

@izzabellamamasbabygirl sadly): my phone recently broke 2 weeks ago and I didn't take any pictures of her while she was healthy): so I couldn't send a cute one):

@kendrab omg im so sorry i wish u the best of luck

@kendrab awww im sorry

@izzabellamamasbabygirl no I avoided holding her at all while pregnant since ive never been bit and dont know how I'll react:/ but before I was pregnant I'd hold her a few times a month and she is a very sweet girl.

@kendrab thats awesome but sucks shes sick now

How do u know if shes still alive is she moving at all

@izzabellamamasbabygirl yeah shes moving more not that shes been in the ICU but she get legs are still too weak for her to stand:/ I dont believe she'll make it no matter what I do but if I didn't try I'd regret it ):

@izzabellamamasbabygirl that was not English, shes moving now more that shes been in the ICU for almost 10 hours, but her legs are still too weak for her to stand

I’m sorry 😢

@kendrab ya i know its sweet and caring ur still trying

Omg I tried so hard to change the word tarantula in to a different pet. I would die if I ever seen a spider so big. Omg I think u r so bad ass for not even being scared but owning one u the boom. So sorry ur pet died.

@shannae3 Haha thank you, weirdly though I could have swore up and down she was dead but my hubs said he saw her webber's move and I picked her up and everything and no movement what so ever.. I just checked on her and shes moving quite well... thank God I listened to him even though I was mad at rich cause I was 100% she was dead lol. Thank God I didn't bury her! I actually got her because I was also so afraid of them and I knew if I had one as a pet and had to care for and watch it I'd have no choice but to get use to her, it probably took me 3 months before I even tried to pick her up but I fell in love♡ but phew the first month I was scared filling her water bowl even if she was 3 feet away lmao!

That’s so cool I’m so happy she is alive !! U still bad ass for not being scared lol