@erikaarenas96, if I do overthink I usually get over it if he doesn’t hound me about talking to him. But I’m about to take a nap before work... it is nice to have a little bit of quiet 😂

@spookylyn, thank you so much for the advice. I’m definitely needed it.

@spookylyn, honestly before I started battling with it myself I never really got what others were going through and no I wouldn’t bash them for it but I never really got it. Now that everything is getting worse it’s like I finally understand what it’s like to be look at like I’m over exaggerating or seeking attention and booyyy that is not a good feeling to have on top of already feeling down.

@spookylyn, I definitely needed to hear all of this. I don’t talk much to anybody because I don’t want to feel like a burden yk? But I definitely need to get help... hopefully I’ll get the results I need come Wednesday.

@erikaarenas96, that’s the first thing that came to mind and then my overactive thinking took everything to a new level lol thank you though 😌❤️

@angelfoodcake, yeah I honestly don’t think he meant any harm by it, but I do feel some way.

@spookylyn, oh believe me I know the feeling. I had a metal break down yesterday and even had to go as far as making an appointment with somebody for help.... I think I have such a problem talking to him because I feel like he doesn’t listen to me but he will ask me what’s wrong 🤷🏽‍♀️ and they way I feel is I’m not going to talk if I’m not being heard.

@xaixaii I would try to calm down and have a sit down with him, let him know how you feel. Maybe he's oblivious to what he done, considering nothing else has happened...

@raquely, yeah. That’s disrespectful. I don’t think my problem is much with her being around his family, even though I haven’t met A LOT of them. I’m going to try and talk about it when he gets back but knowing me I probably just won’t say anything. 🙄

@angelfoodcake, I mean he’s mentioned the reunion earlier but like I said never asked me to come. Hell, he never even said he was taking Nyomi. Idk I’m trying not to overreact but this is showing me something.

@spookylyn, that sounds good and I will try it. When it comes to situations where I’m upset I’d rather not be in the same space as him 😩 my communication skills when it comes to us are terrible. I’m going to try what you said though.

I wish a ninja would lol - is there more to the story though?

@raquely, I definitely am. I’m really just trying not to act on it. It’s like how can you claim we’re a family but when it comes to an event like this you don’t even bother to invite me.

@spookylyn, no he left already. Packed the baby bag and said they’ll be back in a couple of hours. I’ve been going through so much it’s going to take the smallest thing to make me snap so I couldn’t even say anything while he was getting ready.

@spookylyn, my point exactly. I work 12 hour shifts overnight, so I’ve probably would’ve declined anyway. I’m just bothered that he couldn’t even extend the offer.