I feel like Sméagol lately from LOTR about wanting another baby 😂😂
“I do want another, they’re so cute and Edith will need a sibling!”
“No, I don’t... because then I’d have a 2 year old AND a baby by myself 95% of the time.”
“But look at all these cute names we can come up with!”
“Nope, don’t think I can mentally handle two kids.”
“Look! Another cute baby, Edith would be the best big sister.”
“But Edith was also a perfect baby, so baby #2 would definitely be hell child.”

.... lol maybe it’ll happen, maybe it won’t. Kind of leaving this to the big man upstairs. If it happened, i obviously would be elated.
I guess I’m not totally not wanting another, but just not right now.

Just typing my thoughts lol, this has been on my mind so much lately.