Am I thinking too much about things or selfish? All I asked if he could make me a p&b sandwich n…

Am I thinking too much about things or selfish? All I asked if he could make me a p&b sandwich n bottle of water. And meet me on way to his job. I was gonna leave church early. My SO works 2 jobs so I know he is tired and want rest. Myself got off last night at midnight. Got home 12:30am cleaned my kitchen. Slept till 4:45 am. Then drove 20mins to my sister's place ( my kids there on weekends). She had to work so I fixed breakfast and clean up. Then got my kids and myself ready for church. I still have to go to work at 2:30. Then drive another 30 mins to get to work. He tells me to leave church and come do it. Going to church is not that serious. I have no money to get things or food with. I would think he would be compassionate since I covers what he cheated me out of rent money. For 2 months I have been glueing my work shoes cause I could afford new ones. I neglected a bill to get me some shoes and try to get food. I am tired as hell!