Having Angelina Jane was the best worst experience in my life ... I went to nst appointment on Thursday June 28,2018 so…

Having Angelina Jane was the best worst experience in my life ... I went to nst appointment on Thursday June 28,2018 so they checked my fuild and I was on 5 units and 88 . Midwives said that it was normal but it was close to the bottom line as for me because I had a stillborn two years ago for having low fuild , didn’t had fast csection , and his umbilical cord went around his neck , and killed my baby . I was exactly 37 weeks when that happened, so now at 37 weeks and 5 days they were like were not going to risk it and where going to induce you because we don’t want you going to threw that again . So the sent me to labor and delivery and they told me they were going to induce me and I was okay and ready for it . They had told me it would have been about 36 hours for her to come but it took so much longer , the 1st night I was there same day I had the appointment I got a dose of cervadil at 11:00pm and it was checked the next morning at 11:00am to see if I softened or to see if my cervix had changed I was only 1cm 10%effaced , I really thought I was change quickly but I didn’t , so they insert another dose of cervadil and I still didn’t changed I went to the restroom and they gave me morphine because I was feeling bad cramps , which actually helped the first time , so after I went to the restroom the second time the cervadil had fell out and of course they checked me and I was still the same , there goes cervadil 3rd dose happens again kept in as long as I could and they checked me again At 12hrs and I had just opened to 2cm 20% effaced so there goes 4th dose of cervadil and I’m 2.5 cm opened 10% effaced , at this point I tell the doctors if they can do anything else begging them please because I have gone threw 12hrs of 4sets 😷 of cervadil I was tired of getting painful injections in my butt do to morphine , and my arms I was just over it , so they tired the follley balllon they made threw and it only stayed for about 9/10 hours inside of me I asked to use the restroom and they let me of course and it fell out into the toilet 😂 I was so happy because they said I had to be at least four cm for it to pop out 🙌🏻 I was exactly 4cm and 60% effaced , so they asked me if I wanted the epidural I said of course 😂 because it didn’t hurt me , but if I had before it hurt it would be even better , so epidural people came in and gave me the epidural people told me whenever I wanted so some more medication I would just just have to push a button , the nurses could not push it for me 😂 which is crazy 😂 but yeah that went well , and after hours later doctors told me I was 4.5cm open so they were just going to raise the picotin just a bit well these mithafuckas raised it just a bit high , and it was hurting like hell , even with epidural or not , they had me in a weird position with the peanut ball and that’s what hurtes next time they checked I was 6cm , and things got even crazier from there , my epidural worn out and picotin was high , I need a new epidural and all this pain was happening, so after 3 hours later they check me once again will I was relaxed and just a bit in pain , I was 8cm and I was omg, my bf told me he wanted to go home and shower because he was sleepy and he smelled 😂😂😂 so I was like okay doctor came in before he was going to leave and was like the way she’s getting there I wouldn’t leave man , she’s about almost there she’ll have her between the next hour or eventually he didn’t listen and he went , 20 mins later I was in having her , her head was out they fixed everything so quick and she made her self come out I did not push not once !!!!! My strong baby !! She was coming fast , this was on Sunday night ! She’s been waiting since Thursday to come , everything was so long and the process was so slow , but at the end I went threw it it all and it was so worth it !! Now I’m up writing this because I feed her , burped her , changed her and she was she asleep for about 45 mins and she started crying , so I thought oh maybe she finish what she didn’t drink nope , she’s not hungry she just wanted to be in my arms and sleep once she’s in deep sleep I’ll put her back where she was , but she’s okay here for now ❤️❤️ my baby was 6lbs 9oz born at 10:19pm in July 01,2018