I’m so over it trying to be better do better. But do I ALWAYS get that back in return NO. And I’m sick of it. I just want peace && my sanity. I want my kids to enjoy their life && be happy. Is that too much to ask for? Am I wrong for wanting the simple things in life? 😢😢😢😢😢
@iwannaplay, well I am making choices for myself for my sanity first. And as I’m making changes on myself it will reflect on my decision making in my relationship. I won’t react to certain things or allow certain things get me upset or take me out of my element. So yes in order for me to make it work with him in this relationship it has to start with me first. And then my kids. And then us. Besides we haven’t been the same since we had our daughter because we don’t get that alone time that we need a couple. And not just mom && dad
@shanilaray2420, there’s not a relationship on this earth that a single person can be in alone. You can’t make all the changes on your own and any changes you do make should be because you want to make them for yourself not because you are trying to keep the peace sometimes you gotta toss the peace and let it out
@iwannaplay, yea I definitely know about that. It’s just get tired-some && overwhelming after a while. Especially when your trying to make things different && go smoother just by the changes u make on your own for yourself && your kids. So u could keep the peace && keep your sanity.
@shanilaray2420, same to you. And no problem. If you ever want to talk just pm me
@dontspankme, god bless u && thank u for those uplifting && encouraging words.
Nothing that’s worth having comes easy love. Even the simplest of things
@shanilaray2420, you’ve made it this far and your reason is your kids. You have the choice to make your life happier and I’m sure you can do it. You’re a strong woman and mom. ❤️
@dontspankme, I know and that’s what I’ve been trying. But idk maybe you’re right. About the person u care about the most bringing u down
@shanilaray2420, sometimes the person you care about the most is the one bringing you down. I’m sorry mama. I promise you if you keep doing what’s best for you and your kids life will get soooo much better.
@dontspankme, and I’ve been saying that. And being patience as well. But damn like nothing is ever good enough for most ppl especially the ones that u care for the most
No you’re not wrong. Sometimes it takes awhile for things to get better.

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Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
All I want to do is chill on my bed and LAY ON MY STOMACH!!! The first thing I'm doing when I've had her and feel better!!!😢😢😢
He thinks I’m cheating when I’m running my errands like it’s makes me sad and wanting to leave him 😢😢😢 cause he gets all mad and not wanting talk to after that even when I tell him what i was doing..
My Enoch saved a life ?
First, I want to say that this is NOT a pro-choice vs pro-life post. I do not want that on this post and I will delete it if it turns into any drama.
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