My boyfriend and I went through some really rough patches over the past few years, and although we have worked through all of our problems and issues together, and are in a much better place, my sister has made it clear that she doesn’t feel I’m making “the right decision” in my life right now, and obviously hadn’t forgiven him.
Yesterday I asked her to bring me to my appointment this morning, (I tend to get lightheaded after blood draws), and this was before she knew I was pregnant. She agreed at first, and as soon as she found out what the reason for the blood test was for, she decided she was unavailable and ignored me for the rest of the day. It really hurt my feelings. It felt selfish and rude.
I feel like I want to climb into a hole and not talk to anybody until after I find out what is going on.
I don’t like being judged either.
We have all made mistakes, and she is not perfect, but she seems to think it’s ok to pass judgement when it doesn’t fit her agenda, or whatever.
I’m sorry to vent this whole stupid story. I have nobody to really talk to about this besides my BF, and it’s just frustrating. *sigh*