Really wish I would’ve rethought to make a head meals,
I never thought It would be this hard to do everything myself. Only ate twice yesterday and they were small amount before George woke up and I couldn’t finish my meal, i’ve only slept 5 hours in the last 24 hours. I can’t even take a decent shit without having him latched to me. And to boot I haven’t even had a shower since Monday.
The first month or so is rough. Hang tight. It gets easier!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Yes, as time goes on it does get easier! What I discovered by accident with my son is if you wana grab a quick shower, put baby down in a bouncy seat or bassinet bring in the washroom with you and have your shower. My son actually liked the sound of the shower... Which halelujia I discovered babies love white noise! I never knew about it before being a new mommy! Anyways slowly over time you will be able to have more you time while baby is awake and sleeping!