I'm truly just gonna be single forever, and I'm totally cool with that. I went and hung out with a…

I'm truly just gonna be single forever, and I'm totally cool with that. I went and hung out with a guy I've thought I had a thing for for a long time, and it was just awful. He was all drunk and sloppy and trynna be all over me, when all I had in mind was just talking and hanging out. I have no desire to be intimate with anyone. I have no desire to start over with anybody or get to know anyone. It would take too much effort. He gave me a hickey on my neck, which I totally hate, so my baby daddy would be jealous. We didn't even do anything, there is nothing to be jealous of. I told my baby daddy before I left where I was going and I'm sure he expected as much but nothing even happened. I think hickeys are trashy and I am not into that at all. If he knew me at all then he would have known that. It's just a turn off for me and that he is so insecure he feels the need to make my baby daddy, who I am not with and haven't been in over a year, jealous. Nobody caresssss. Needless to say I won't be going out again. I am tired and I have no desire to be intimate with anyone. Goodbye world