Oh sweetheart please don't do that! If you need someone to talk with I'm here. You should call though. They can give you something.

@cray, they know I had it with my first and wanted me to see a shrink but I can’t do that because I can’t get anyone to tend to my girls long enough for me to shower let alone seek help. It make me so angry because if I try to kill my self again then no one understands why I didn’t make any attempt to help myself

You should call your obgyn and tell them. They can help you. You're dealing with all these emotions.

@cray, probably I had depression before I got pregnant

Are you having pp depression my dear?

I'm sorry love