

Since I now have to have ANOTHER c-section...I decided to twist my hair so I'll be cute and it'll last a good long while
@austinsmommy Thanks so much for the hair compliment 😊 and yes they want me to deliver at 39 weeks.
My first c-section with my son was an emergency one and it was A LOT! I ended up having a panic attack (1st one in life) during the middle of it...so after I saw that my son was out they knocked me out. I'm hoping that with it being planned this time things are calmer and easier for me.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@austinsmommy I feel like I took forever to heal with my son...but it's probably bc I was still so emotional from the whole situation. Pain wise it sucked but wasn't unbearable, so I feel this time me not being in a high emotion tailspin is only gonna help.
Totally gonna try the music trick to zen out tho. Thanks for the tip and the encouraging words! 😁🤗