A year ago today I was faced with the worst grief I’ve ever felt. I miscarried my miracle baby. I…

A year ago today I was faced with the worst grief I’ve ever felt. I miscarried my miracle baby. I was told I probably couldn’t have children most of my adult life and got pregnant at 34years old. I was so depressed and angry when I lost my baby but God had other plans for me. Two months later I conceived my ? and today I sit here looking at her and thanking him for blessing me with my beautiful baby girl. I will always mourn the loss of my first but understand there was a reason for it. ????