Instead of spending the last couple of days thinking about what it was going to be like to bring my baby boy home to take care of. I have spent the last couple of days crying and feeling my heart break, I've spent the last couple of days planning a funeral service perfectly for my Angel Baby! RIP Marc Tillman-Alexander Freeland-Stannard. Mommy loves you and even though I can't hold you I look up to the stars and sing you a lullaby at night and during the day.