Having certain discussions with my s.o ...I honestly believe I was huge due to the extremely high stress levels. Especially since I was carrying a small baby🤷🏽♀️ ...the baby fit for my size to carry 🙄 I hope my next child is “normal” low stress pregnancy .
Trying to hold out and not stress because I don't want my baby being premature. I want a healthy baby.
my baby girl never moves:( i stress about it on a daily basis
I think this will be my LAST baby. My boyfriend is up there in age 🤷🏽 ♀
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
So last night we all went to bed healthy and happy. This morning I woke up to my baby non responsive and passed away this afternoon. I fell asleep breastfeeding. Which ive done a million times. Ladies. I know how tiring you get. I cannot stress this enough. Dont sleep with your babies!!! Kache maddox espey. I love you more than life. You were loved. My first boy my love.
