





today makes 19 weeeks ❤ and my girl just started standin up in her crib on her own for the very first time 👑 i think havin babies 14 months apart is really startin to smack me now !! its been awhile since ive been on here mamaas and i really apologize i have missed mommys life so much and so glad to be back 💋💋 .
omg i def feel you with the shower eat nd peein in peace girl its so hard :( i cant even take a nap durin the day if i wanted too bec wen shes asleep im busy and wen its time for bed shes usually up i just dont know how ima do all of this alone but im prayin it will get easier .. it seems the bigger i get the harder it is on me , lawd please help us lol . im very glad i met you thou we can go thru this together 👑😱😊❤
@skyee.niicole4, lmao single mom... he's the father to both my kids but things didn't work out. I keep imagining me looking busted unable to shower or eat or pee calmly 😭 but I hope it gets easier n I pray both kids get along and that my "oldest" doesn't go through a jealous or tantrum phase 🙏🏼
@a.lares omg girl so glad i got someone i can share this with now thank you so much for respondin .. im so terrified and idk why today hit me so hard but im buggin as of now and now that im a single parent its all so real now . are you a single mommy too? or are you still lucky in that department girl? ..
I have an eight month old.... I know what u mean about the smacking
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@skyee.niicole4, yes! My mom tell me you should sleep when he sleeps but it's easier said than done. Plus some days I just need a break he literally demands all of my attention so I hope he takes well to the new baby and doesn't get super clingy and needy. He was a c section so I'm debating on a VBAC if possible just because idk how I can physically deal with him once I'm out of the hospital plus the new little one. 😩