On this day two years ago was the worst day of my life... at 16weeks pregnant I had a miscarge due to a cancerous growth in my uterus.. needless to say, that day I spent hours in theater with doctors cutting out the growth as well as scraping my uterus out to remove any sign of the life tgat was growing inside me... and all I could do was cry and cry and feel empty inside... it's not a day I speak of often and for good reason. I'm a strong woman by nature and at that moment I was weak.. and to top it all off the doctors kept telling me that I should prepare myself for maybe getting to terms that I might not be able to conceive a child of my own... and three months later I found out I was pregnant again.. this time around I wasn't as excited.. it was more just a waiting game to see when it will happen again.. went for test every month and to my surprise and that of the doctors.. cancer free.. no traces of any abnormal growth forming again.. and my precious boy was growing strong and fast.. moving around a lot and reminding me every day that life will find a way.. at 39 weeks I started getting contractions.. but nothing happened.. went to the doc for a sonar and yup.. the little man was trying to get out.. but I was not dilating so after a few hours of struggle the little man just gave up.. this went on for 3 weeks until we finally okayed a c-section.. so at 43 weeks pregnant on this day last year I went into hospital onto an operation table again.. but this time for the best day of my life, the birth of my beautiful boy.. but the anesthesia didn't take hold and I felt every moment, but even that was okay, because from the first moment I laid eyes on him I've been sooo in love and every minute that passes by I just love him more and more.. and a year has gone by so fast.. he's growing too quickly and I just wish that I could freeze time for a moment so that my baby will remain a baby for just a little while longer.. so with a happy heart for the joy he has brought into my life on this day and a sad realization that time goes by too quickly.. I wish my little ray of sunshine a Happy Birthday.. may he always find love and happiness wherever he goes