Feeling like all I am is nothing to my husband but his slave. I can't remember the last time I actually felt like me and not a mother or a wife or slave. I have lost myself. I don't know what happened. I don't smile or have fun. All I do is stress about everything. We've been having a really rough two months to where my husband hasn't worked but side job that don't pay shit. He finally got a job he starts orientation Wednesday. But that doesn't help us right now. So I have to do it all and more. Im so tired it's not funny. I just wish he seen what it's doing to me. I've lost so much weight it's not funny. Two months ago I weighed over 250 now I think I weight 190. I don't do anything but stress.