Got a bit of a rant

I got my best friend and i love her to death but I’ve noticed that there will always be two sides cause i got a kid she only needs me when something is wrong and well whatever at this point .. besides that i really don’t have friend to go out with it’s just me and it’s getting irritating at this point that no matter how much i try i will never have friend to be friend and do things with just cause I’m a mom..