I’ve cried myself to sleep every night of this week holding my baby. I’ve ate barely nothing all week. And tomorrow I gotta work a 12 hour shift but tonight I just wanna pack me and my sons things and leave, I’m done giving my heart to a man for the last 4 years almost 5 that has used and abused it and I was just to blind to see it. All the times I was slammed against the wall or the floor or thrown across the room with your hand around my neck til the point I can feel my body tingle for you to let go and I’ve stayed I’ve stayed to finally realize that I’m inlove with a monster and not the person I fell inlove with!