Overwhelmed

I feel like an absolutely terrible mom, but I am completely overwhelmed right now. I don’t know if it’s Christmas or wedding planning or the fact that my daughter only takes two half hour naps. We can’t catch a break. I busted my knee, we had to sell our house, someone vandalized our cars, someone side swiped us on the highway, I need new tires, the transmission is going out on my So’s car. I drive to at least three dr appointments every week. I am exhausted, my fuse is so short. I feel like I never get to see my SO. I feel so horrible to say this. But sometimes I just wish I could run away. Just for one night. A night where I don’t have to listen to anyone cry or end up covered in food or spit up. Sleep the whole night through til morning. A minute where no one is touching me. All I ever wanted in life was to be a mom. It took us so long and it was so hard. But now that I am a mom, I just want a break.