more nervous than excited

Hey all... Is anyone more nervous/anxious than excited??? I'm almost 35 weeks and am in no rush at all for baby. I have a 1.5year old. I'm imagining everything going wrong again. I had a previous csection and am attempting a vbac. Breastfeeding didn't work out well so I had to pump. My daughter was colick, and was not quiet with me (she loved my husband and my mom lol, and I felt so rejected). She has also been throwing a lot of tantrums lately. All these factors are making me a nervous wreck!!! Any positive words/experiences??? Or tips from moms who have already been there.?