Got that baby itch ?

Jacks nearly 18 months and in the last month I've gotten almighty clucky. The worst part is I've only been with my new partner for 8 months and financially not ready. I'm on BC because we don't want any accidents. But holy hell. I find myself walking through target half in tears at the tiny baby clothes, I cry every time I look at jack thinking how great it would be to give him a brother but I can't just yet.