Introductions

Where to begin. I'm Ashley, I'm 26... My May baby will be #4 for my husband & me. We have a 9 year old girl, 5 year old boy & 10mo old boy. My husbands vasectomy consultation is scheduled for next week & I just sold all of my baby stuff last weekend. I got my Mirena out on August 3rd because it was causing issues & we were using condoms / the pullout method but clearly my husband sucks at it lol. Baby's due date will be right around my moms birthday, who I lost this year after complications of a car accident. I can't help but feel like this is divine intervention on her part, but I'm so lost without her!! Just venting. I haven't told my husband yet & don't know when I will. He's going to lose his s*** , mostly because I just showed him all of these statistics about how effective the pull out method is!!!