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Today's the day that we spent nearly 5 months of my pregnancy excitedly waiting for. Today's the day they told us he'd…

Today's the day that we spent nearly 5 months of my pregnancy excitedly waiting for. Today's the day they told us he'd be born. It's hard to believe it's been 4 months since he was with us, four months of moving forward but never moving on. I honestly don't know that I believe everything happens for a reason anymore, but I do wholeheartedly believe that God can use all things for good, and my Enoch was the definition of good in this world. He only knew love, he never knew physical or emotional pain, and even though it's hard for me because I wanted him here with me more than anything, when he opened his eyes the first thing he saw was the face of Jesus. I've learned so many things on this journey. Patience, humility, strength, courage, resilience, compassion - but most importantly, I've learned that it's okay to be broken. I'll always be broken, but just like a mosaic created by shattered glass, I can piece my heart back together into something more beautiful than it was before. More loving, more kind, more humble.

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Aww, Jess! I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make anyone cry.

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That was so heartfelt and beautiful, I'm in tears. I'm so sorry for your loss, you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

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Thank you so much.

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Oh, ladies, I am so sorry for all of your losses. It's just not fair. We shouldn't be here, going through this. Praying for all of you!

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So beautifully written....my daughter was born sleeping in Dec 2015 and what you have said is so true. It's an awful thing to happen and I wouldn't wish it on anyone ??

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Very encouraging words. I know exactly what you are going through and sorry you had to experience that. I had two babies sleeping. A girl at 20 weeks and a boy at 26 weeks. Now I am currently 30 weeks pregnant with my Rainbow Miracle. He is why I am trying to stand up tall. He is why I am trying to let all emotions to the side. It is very hard to stay stable with a pregnancy after a tragic loss, mentally. I keep thinking what if I lose a third child?? I would be heartbroken. Then I get these beautiful kicks and movements like he's telling me "Mama I'm okay." I cry and smile at the same time. Its the best feeling any one can ever felt. Good Luck and Stay Strong. My little niece always tells me think positive, which is easier said than done. Just have hope and soon you will hold your baby in your arms. Hugs and prayers for a healthy baby. ???

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Thanks! We are very excited!

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Whaaaat!? How did I miss that? Dang kids keeping me off BB. Congratulations. You deserve it.

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So beautiful OP. I think of you often ?

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Absolutely beautiful and touching at the same time ?

You're a very strong woman, op! I admire you.

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I too know how you feel. I had twin daughters sleeping at 27.5 weeks. It is the toughest road but you certainly learn so Much through such a hard time.

I'm so sorry this happened to you and I will never understand why really really really bad things happen to really really really good people.

Your memorial to your son is beautiful and he is very proud of you and your family. Always remember that!

Big hugs

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What a beautiful post. You are such an amazing strong woman. Precious Enoch will be in my heart forever. He changed my life for the better.

You were chosen to be his mother and you will be forever blessed Bc of it. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing this journey with us. I held on to every last word as I read your post with love and prayer in my heart for you and your family. May God continue to mend your heart into the most beautiful mosaic masterpiece ever seen.

We love you baby Enoch and you too excited

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Beautiful, you're still in my prayers and thoughts.

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This is absolutely beautiful! ?? I admire your strength more than you could probably imagine. You always write so beautifully. You are such an inspiration.

Fly high baby Enoch! ?

countrybound77

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Thank you! That's why we picked his name. We didn't have one chosen before he passed and I was so devastated we wouldn't have a name for him. I started reading the Bible while in L&D and I came across the story of Enoch. How God loved him so much, he didn't die. God just took him out of this world and right to heaven. It was the perfect name for my boy. ?

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This is just lovely. Enoch is such a beautiful name. In the Bible it says that God loved Enoch so much...he even walked with him☺.....and its also my brothers name ;)

I would like to say I'm truly proud of your strength. We can definitley see the beautiful person you are. Wishing you more peace and love.

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Awh this is so beautiful. You truly write so beautifully. Hugs mama. ❤️

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Awww mama that's so beautiful, lots of hugs and love to you, you are a very strong woman, and one day your mourning will be turned into dancing, prayers for you ❤❤❤❤

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? you're very good at writing, your posts are just so well written and honest it makes me tear up. I can't imagine having to go through any of this, you're such a strong person! This is such a beautiful set up you have to honor him with.

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This is absolutely the most beautiful thing I've ever read. I'm so sorry for your loss and even though I don't know you I'm so proud of you for having such strength. You are an amazing person.

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Ur such a strong amazing women, this is absolutely beautiful and had me in tears ? sending u more strength and love ❤️

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Your strength and the way you are approaching healing during this time is so inspirational. Hugs to you during this rough day

countrybound77

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I do keep a journal and I'll eventually write a book. I have a heart for helping other mama's through such a hard time.

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Thank you, ladies.

@bowties - technically I did just announce my pregnancy a few days ago - with my rainbow. God is good. ?

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Beautiful. Your strength and faith are incredibly inspiring. Your beautiful boy touched many lives in such a short time. Truly amazing.

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Beautiful. Hugs, mama! ❤️

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That was so beautiful, an well said. You're so strong mama. You have a angel watching over you now.

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? hugs to you and your family. Fly high sweet angel.

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Oh my goodness, seems like just yesterday you announced you were pregnant.. You are so strong mama. This is written so beautifully. Hope I'm not intruding asking this but have you thought of keeping a journal? Writing down all the things you post, plus I'm sure there's much more you haven't? It's sad but you seem to give so much hope and strength all at the same time. It might be nice to have in a nice keepsake.

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You are so strong. That was beautiful. Your angel is with you and proud of his mama.

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Beautiful momma. Our babies are in Heaven playing and looking down on us. I pray for contined peace for you and your family. Until you see him again.

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So beautifully written. This brought tears to my eyes. You're very strong ?

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It's beautiful ?

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Your strength is amazing and this is so beautiful???

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? this is so beautiful

You are so strong!

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Beautiful ❤?

Your strength is amazing

Enoch has touched so many hearts

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Aaaand I'm crying. So beautifully written. ❤️❤️❤️

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

Who else has financial issues within their relationship?? Or am I just lucky 🙄🙄

Who else has financial issues within their relationship?? Or am I just lucky 🙄🙄 Not sure if I'm being just mean or what. But my SO used $160 from me this morning. I gave him my bank card because he needed $60 to get material for work. His boss was going to give it back to him at the end of the day. So instead of $60 he took out $160. Which I was a little pissed. (One of the reasons I just can't let him use my card. I have to go get the money from the atm myself if I'm giving it to him) then, tonight he asked for $20 incase his boss didn't give it to him. So I gave him my card not even thinking because I had kids running around me. I asked if he could pick up a few things that were out of and told him he could use my card if he has too. And I even told him not to get the expensive brands or anything m generic is fine. So he does. But when he does he decides to go Easter shopping for the kids. (Not sure if he used to my card or not) but if he did, I'd be even more pissed. He knows I have bills to pay on top of giving my son's school money that I owe them. He goes to a private school and I haven't paid in 5 months. It's towards the end of school now so I need to pay it. He knows this month I am extremely tight because of the school, im already in debt and my credit score sucks. I have been trying not to get in more debt and actually fix my credit. I'm so frustrated. It's like we have different priorities and different ideas on this. I feel like I'm completely drowning!!

Transgender children So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be…

Transgender children So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are your thoughts on the matter? Do u think the parents are behind this? Idk because I haven't met the parents or children. I just think at 5 it's very young for children to really understand. What do u ladies think?