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Ashley Roan

Today's the day that we spent nearly 5 months of my pregnancy excitedly waiting for. Today's the day…

Today's the day that we spent nearly 5 months of my pregnancy excitedly waiting for. Today's the day they told us he'd be born. It's hard to believe it's been 4 months since he was with us, four months of moving forward but never moving on. I honestly don't know that I believe everything happens for a reason anymore, but I do wholeheartedly believe that God can use all things for good, and my Enoch was the definition of good in this world. He only knew love, he never knew physical or emotional pain, and even though it's hard for me because I wanted him here with me more than anything, when he opened his eyes the first thing he saw was the face of Jesus. I've learned so many things on this journey. Patience, humility, strength, courage, resilience, compassion - but most importantly, I've learned that it's okay to be broken. I'll always be broken, but just like a mosaic created by shattered glass, I can piece my heart back together into something more beautiful than it was before. More loving, more kind, more humble.

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Aaaand I'm crying. So beautifully written. ❤️❤️❤️

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Beautiful ❤?

Your strength is amazing

Enoch has touched so many hearts

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? this is so beautiful

You are so strong!

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Your strength is amazing and this is so beautiful???

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It's beautiful ?

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So beautifully written. This brought tears to my eyes. You're very strong ?

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Beautiful momma. Our babies are in Heaven playing and looking down on us. I pray for contined peace for you and your family. Until you see him again.

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You are so strong. That was beautiful. Your angel is with you and proud of his mama.

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Oh my goodness, seems like just yesterday you announced you were pregnant.. You are so strong mama. This is written so beautifully. Hope I'm not intruding asking this but have you thought of keeping a journal? Writing down all the things you post, plus I'm sure there's much more you haven't? It's sad but you seem to give so much hope and strength all at the same time. It might be nice to have in a nice keepsake.

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? hugs to you and your family. Fly high sweet angel.

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That was so beautiful, an well said. You're so strong mama. You have a angel watching over you now.

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???

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Beautiful. Hugs, mama! ❤️

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Beautiful. Your strength and faith are incredibly inspiring. Your beautiful boy touched many lives in such a short time. Truly amazing.

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countrybound77

Ashley Roan

Thank you, ladies.

@bowties - technically I did just announce my pregnancy a few days ago - with my rainbow. God is good. ?

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countrybound77

Ashley Roan

I do keep a journal and I'll eventually write a book. I have a heart for helping other mama's through such a hard time.

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Your strength and the way you are approaching healing during this time is so inspirational. Hugs to you during this rough day

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Ur such a strong amazing women, this is absolutely beautiful and had me in tears ? sending u more strength and love ❤️

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This is absolutely the most beautiful thing I've ever read. I'm so sorry for your loss and even though I don't know you I'm so proud of you for having such strength. You are an amazing person.

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? you're very good at writing, your posts are just so well written and honest it makes me tear up. I can't imagine having to go through any of this, you're such a strong person! This is such a beautiful set up you have to honor him with.

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Awww mama that's so beautiful, lots of hugs and love to you, you are a very strong woman, and one day your mourning will be turned into dancing, prayers for you ❤❤❤❤

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Awh this is so beautiful. You truly write so beautifully. Hugs mama. ❤️

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This is just lovely. Enoch is such a beautiful name. In the Bible it says that God loved Enoch so much...he even walked with him☺.....and its also my brothers name ;)

I would like to say I'm truly proud of your strength. We can definitley see the beautiful person you are. Wishing you more peace and love.

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countrybound77

Ashley Roan

Thank you! That's why we picked his name. We didn't have one chosen before he passed and I was so devastated we wouldn't have a name for him. I started reading the Bible while in L&D and I came across the story of Enoch. How God loved him so much, he didn't die. God just took him out of this world and right to heaven. It was the perfect name for my boy. ?

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This is absolutely beautiful! ?? I admire your strength more than you could probably imagine. You always write so beautifully. You are such an inspiration.

Fly high baby Enoch! ?

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Beautiful, you're still in my prayers and thoughts.

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What a beautiful post. You are such an amazing strong woman. Precious Enoch will be in my heart forever. He changed my life for the better.

You were chosen to be his mother and you will be forever blessed Bc of it. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing this journey with us. I held on to every last word as I read your post with love and prayer in my heart for you and your family. May God continue to mend your heart into the most beautiful mosaic masterpiece ever seen.

We love you baby Enoch and you too excited

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I too know how you feel. I had twin daughters sleeping at 27.5 weeks. It is the toughest road but you certainly learn so Much through such a hard time.

I'm so sorry this happened to you and I will never understand why really really really bad things happen to really really really good people.

Your memorial to your son is beautiful and he is very proud of you and your family. Always remember that!

Big hugs

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Absolutely beautiful and touching at the same time ?

You're a very strong woman, op! I admire you.

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So beautiful OP. I think of you often ?

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Whaaaat!? How did I miss that? Dang kids keeping me off BB. Congratulations. You deserve it.

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countrybound77

Ashley Roan

Thanks! We are very excited!

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Very encouraging words. I know exactly what you are going through and sorry you had to experience that. I had two babies sleeping. A girl at 20 weeks and a boy at 26 weeks. Now I am currently 30 weeks pregnant with my Rainbow Miracle. He is why I am trying to stand up tall. He is why I am trying to let all emotions to the side. It is very hard to stay stable with a pregnancy after a tragic loss, mentally. I keep thinking what if I lose a third child?? I would be heartbroken. Then I get these beautiful kicks and movements like he's telling me "Mama I'm okay." I cry and smile at the same time. Its the best feeling any one can ever felt. Good Luck and Stay Strong. My little niece always tells me think positive, which is easier said than done. Just have hope and soon you will hold your baby in your arms. Hugs and prayers for a healthy baby. ???

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So beautifully written....my daughter was born sleeping in Dec 2015 and what you have said is so true. It's an awful thing to happen and I wouldn't wish it on anyone ??

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countrybound77

Ashley Roan

Oh, ladies, I am so sorry for all of your losses. It's just not fair. We shouldn't be here, going through this. Praying for all of you!

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Thank you so much.

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That was so heartfelt and beautiful, I'm in tears. I'm so sorry for your loss, you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

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Ashley Roan

Aww, Jess! I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make anyone cry.

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