This is Enoch's little hat. The only piece of clothing he ever wore. I cherish it so much but when I first saw it, it brought me so much pain. My first thought was that no one should ever have to make a hat so small. My friend said to me, "Yes, but just think, someone's heart was big enough to make that tiny hat."
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
So I just found out that my husband is sleeping with my sister and they are making fun of me.
I've been seeing so many negative posts/comments (not on this app as much but on a lot of others) and I just felt the need to put something positive out there. I'm a graphic designer and some of you may have seen this graphic before that I made with my baby girls first and middle name. I got a decent amount of good feedback from it so I figured I'd share my talent and make some for you guys! So if you'd like me to make one for you just comment with your baby's first and middle name and gender and I'll make one for you too! (and bare with me, I have a meeting around noon so I won't be on the app during that time so it may take a little longer) but I'll try and get them all made today and I'll post them in the comments and tag you once I'm finished. ♡
I feel so crappy for not taking My prenatals this pregnancy :( makes me worry so much more.... But I just can't ever remember. And they make me sick too! :/
My 5 year old brother just got circumcised due to all the infections he kept on getting & seeing him in so much pain not being able to walk makes me glad I got my son circumcised as a newborn & planning on doing the same with my second baby.
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You are a strong mama. ❤️ Continued prayers for you and your family.
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God's love is amazing
Ashley Roan·
Thank you all so much. Your words of encouragement really mean so much. I don't feel very strong, but reading everyone's comments brings a smile to my face. I appreciate everyone taking the time to comment and PM me. I appreciate everyone taking the time to simply read my posts. I was worried I would upset people because I know it's a hard topic to discuss, trust me, I know... but I'm so moved by how accepting and open each of you have been. ?
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You are an amazingly strong mama. Thank you for allowing us the honor of being able to support you through this. You have a beautifully kind heart and I'm sorry you have had to endure this. You and your family are in my prayers.
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???? my prayers are with you during such a difficult time
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God shows himself through many people. He alredy knew what was going to happened and placed everything and everyone in perfect position to help you.
?2 Corinthians 12:9 My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me
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I just wanted to say that I love how your mind and heart work. Praying for you. The hat is lovely.
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God bless you ?
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Thinking about you???
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Prayers for you ❤
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I'm so sorry momma!! You guys are in my prayers!
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Thinking about you ?
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As someone who knits, whoever made that hat had a very special baby and momma in mind. She knew the tenderness that would go into putting it on his little head and the bittersweet memories that momma would have holding that hat in her hands.
It's the perfect hat for a perfect baby.
And don't worry about having a cry in public. It's funny how many people know what grief look like and aren't judging but saying a quick prayer. Those emotions are still very raw and you did AMAZING today just going out and doing something.
You have an amazing family you're supporting and being supported by. You are all very blessed.
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This is so touching. I am sorry for your loss. He's in a better place now and not in pain
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I have to tell you, the way that you've told your story, the way that you've been able to see God's hand during your grief... It's really given me a testimony of how God gives His strength to those who need it. I am so sorry for you loss, but thank you for sharing him with us. You will once again meet beautiful Enoch. And he will be so proud of having such a strong mama.
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This made me cry. Such a lovely way to think at such a difficult time. Stay strong. Sending you hugs ?
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You are so amazing. Stay strong and God bless your little Enoch.
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Oh grief. I'm a mess now op. So sweet and sad. Having lost four my heart aches with yours. So wonderful you have such a precious memento of your little angel.
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The ways God reminds us that we have not been forgotten. ?
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This is beautiful ❤
Ashley Roan·
Thanks ladies, today has been ok so far. I've spent most of the day with my girls. I ventured out to target because I had to get a few birthday presents and I only cried in the aisles twice! I'm sure people thought I was crazy, but whatever.
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My prayers are with you and your family!!! I can't even begin to imagine the pain you are going through.
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Hugs. You are so strong. Prayers continued for you❤
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Hugs mama. This brought tears to my eyes. I'm so sorry for your loss.
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You're so strong mama. I continue to keep you and your family in my thoughts. ?