Medium Reading
I will have my first reading at 11 this morning. I’ve never done it before, because I’ve been opening my own channel to connect with ds. But I feel like it’s time to do it. Other parents have given this lady good reviews, so I hope ds will come through for her.
Murdock, I love following your story. The way you have handled such a tragic situation is truly inspiring.
I have always been a little skeptical about psychics and mediums, but your story has made me feel an entirely different way on it. I don't know how to explain it, it's strange to me that an internet stranger and her experiences have had such a profound effect on me. Both of my parents have passed on, my father was over 7 years ago, and my mom passed 8 months ago. I want to speak with them so so much, and you have given me hope. I want to thank you for that! If you have any advice on how to look for someone reputable, really any advice at all on how to get the ball rolling, I would appreciate it if you could PM me ☺️ Thanks in advance!!
I totally forgot to add that she said that ds Ascended back to heaven in a golden chariot lol. She said it’s always different, the way Souls go back.
@shark, I think it is. I can recommend a few to you if you want to price compare. The medium I work with regularly speaks at Helping Parents Heal conferences.
Thank you for your sharing this beautiful and amazing moment with us. I personally enjoy reading your stories and look forward to them. You are such an inspiration and I truly admire you. Everything you experience is so special and unique. I truly believe your son is still with you and sends you signs. You have a kind heart and beautiful soul, you are blessed too !
Oh and one more thing I thought was very interesting. She said that ds wanted me to know I was meant to experience this. She said that he mentioned a premonition of his death. Asked if I had one, and I did. I have a very distinct memory of the premonition, down to what I was doing and looking at when it crossed my mind. So that was also a very huge validation for me..
She also picked up on ds’s biological dad, living far away. She said ds wants me to have more compassion for people, including his dad.
@Star, my mom passed in 2014, in a very sudden and fast accident. She went before him so that he would have someone there to help him over. The medium said that my mom was waiting on him to exit his body, and to help him adjust.
She also said my mom is in the “7th Heaven”, but neither of us understood what that meant.
Mom also said “tell her it’s not her fault”. My sister carries guilt, because my mom is the one that drove her to work. She got in the accident and passed after dropping my sister off.
Op every time I read your post and comments I tell myself I won’t cry but I always end up in tears. I followed your posts from the time your ds got sick until now. I can’t imagine the pain and heartbreak you and your family have dealt with. When I read your posts I feel the love you had and still have for ds. The unbreakable, strong bond. I feel your pain when I read your posts but of course I’ll never feel it the way you have. I also see how you are handling your sons passing and I know I’d never have the strength you do. You are such a strong, incredible women. It makes me happy that you are able to still connect with him and have these special moments.
I got emotional a few times during the reading. Especially concerning “when” his soul passed. She said I was “preoccupied” with something, which would have been pumping.
I smiled when she mentioned his clothes, because he liked to dress nice. She said that ds said, “but you were quick to buy something less expensive and pass it as name brand” lol. I used to take him to Ross and TJ Maxx sometimes for that.
It went really well! Ds came through and my mom did, too.
The medium was able to give details of ds’s passing that no one would have known. I have never posted of the details either. She was able to confirm that he did take an exit point and that my mom helped him cross. She said that he wanted me to know that he was scared, but not for long, because it went so fast.
She did get the vision of him sitting in his hospital bed. She said that he would often play with his electronics, which is true.
She said that my mom’s passing was “staged” so that she could help ds cross. Dh and I have discussed that before, so ds was confirming that.
She gave detail on my parenting style and that I would make ds earn his things. She picked up on his nice clothing style, too.
My mom came in and said that she was at ds’s funeral trying to console me. But they both said I was not consolable.
She said that ds wanted me to know that he was miserable while sick and he just didn’t have the energy to fight it. She got the vision of his chest port and all the medications and the doctors. She said that one of the staff members was disturbed by his passing, which would have been his primary oncologist. She was very shocked when it happened.
In the end, ds said that when I meditate to put my hand over my heart and I will be able to feel him there. To know he’s always around and he loves me very much. That there’s nothing but love to feel there and he is happy with my mom.
@twin it would be a wonderful validation for not only the medium, but for the EVP, because it’s crossing various methods of mediumship. I have the message days before the reading and if she said that, it would be a lovely and physical way to validate.
Though to add, I am not centering my mind or expectations on that. Anything that ds will say will be beautiful to me.
I’m excited! It’s so odd, because I’ve always gotten a huge tug not to do a reading through anyone else. I always got the feeling that I should learn it myself, which I have through various methods. Then a few days ago, I felt like it’s finally okay to have a reading through someone else and that feeling has been consistent.
What would be even more wild is if this medium tells me she sees him in a hospital bed. I got an EVP message the other day saying that she would say that.
The only thing she knows about ds is his name and she’s seen a picture.
I will definitely update. She does it free for bereaved parents who haven’t been able to have a reading before, otherwise she charges $100/hour.
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