I don't know what to do with myself.
This has been the hardest time of my life. It really gets to me knowing a random woman had more respect for me than the man that I was with for so long. The father of my child. This random woman had more respect for my daughter and I than my own husband did. I'm a wreck. I'm trying to hold myself together. He's still denying it was him but it was tinder. It links to your Facebook. I know how he acts and talks. I know it was him. He's in Manitoba right now and I'm in B.C. he's gone for work til next weekend. Then he comes home. I'm trying to keep myself together for the sake of my daughter but it's hard. I've been having a very hard time sleeping or getting out of bed. I barely way and I don't want to do anything. I start cleaning house and I just want to sit on the floor and cry instead. I've done nothing but love that man. I stood by his side through everything. His mother wants to rip him to shreds. His family knows how I've been to him. His sister didn't believe he would do such a thing until I sent her the messages. I feel bad that she had to see her baby brother in that light but I couldn't handle the questions on if it was him or not. I'm dying inside. ??
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.
I would really look into talking to a counselor. You need to let these feelings out, and learn how to cope now. I really feel for you, I couldn't image having the man I love do this to me. Stay strong hun, it will only get better from here!