So anxious!

I had a cp in Jan and then a 9 week mc in march. I am going in tomorrow (9+3) for my first midwife appointment and ultrasound. I did have one quick one that showed a baby and heartbeat at about 7 weeks, but no measurements could be done. (bedside in er for unrelated) My last I had a healthy heartbeat at 6.5 weeks, so I'm so nervous for the scan!! I just so desperately want all to be well, but innocence lost. :-( Please send some good vibes for a good outcome!! This will be baby number 3 if all works out, and we realy really want it to work out.