Fed up!!
I am so fed up. Been in slow early labour since Saturday. Thought 2nd babies were supposed to be easier :( not this one. Contractions are the devil in disguise!! Not slept hardly, I am so tired. I wont even be able to push this baby out when its ready at this rate. Midwife attempted a sweep this morning but was u successful. Just needed to moan :( xx
I am not actually due until Thursday. They have tried a sweep but couldn't do it because cervix wasn't open enough. I have another sweep on Thursday. Baby has engaged more and cervix has moved into right position so hopefully wont be too much longer. Last night I was having contractions every 5-6 mins and back ache so only slept a bit. Older two are driving me crackers this morning because they are bored. I an barely walk so going out anywhere sounds like hell. Midwife basically said suck it up baby will be here when its ready. I am at Eden Court Holly. Thank you ladies, I hope once active labour actually starts I progress quite quickly. I dilated quite quickly with my son. Xx
Ahh Holly I just want a day without pain and 1 decent nights sleep. I can't walk far without feeling like my pelvis and back are going to collapse. Just going up and down the stairs is painful. Baby is back to back aswell which doesnt help. The only thing that helps is the bath but with two other kids and a hubby here baths are a once daily occurrence. Now the kids are on half term I dont know how I will cope all week if I dont have this baby. I just want it out. Xx
So its been nearly 2 weeks now of this crappy latent labour. They wont do anything until Thursday though because baby is happy. Getting so fed up. Just want to meet our baby xx
Thanks ladies, still going :( baby is back to back which doesn't help. Lost what I presume is my plug. Need this baby out now. Xx
I am so fed up with the VA and TriCare 😡
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
AF is due today but no sign of her yet. I took a digital test this AM and it was negative ☹️ I’m just so confused and fed up at this point.
I Am So Miserable :'( Time Needs To Hurry Up I Am So Done With Being Pregnant!!

I went to bed with a 3 year old and woke up with a 4 year old. I cannot even believe my baby is 4 years old already. This amazing little girl has so much personality and is so sweet and caring. I am so blessed and happy to be her mommy.
Thank ajay. I know it will all be worth it in the end but its just so exhausting xx