So upset right now I just got a text from my sister showing me all the Graham cracker houses they’ve been making at my…

So upset right now

I just got a text from my sister showing me all the Graham cracker houses they’ve been making at my mom’s. My whole family is there having a blast. Meanwhile I’m in my living room hundreds of miles away. Trying to get my screaming 2 mo to sleep. My soon to be 3yo is crying in her room (noisily because she’s extra ?) because she got told not to scream in the house especially when baby is trying to sleep. My 5 yo shut himself in his room because he’s upset he had to put away the game they were fighting over. DH is sick in bed with stomach issues he’s been struggling with again all month. I’m trying to get Christmas Eve dinner done and the kitchen cleaned up from yesterday’s cookies and pies and I’m just feeling like the Holidays were a joke this year and I’m just blue and I’d normally shake it off but hormones got me sobbing like a booby. I guess on a plus note everything’s quiet now that baby has finally passed out. ?