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trigger* update in post. Kinda

**trigger*** update in post. Kinda

Just talk to me and help me keep my mind off things. Sorry for the crappy hour. I just was woke up by dd for a bottle. No big. Went to the potty before going back to bed and I'm spitting. Bright red. I'm so strung out right now. I lost 3 LO before my son and i don't know if I could handle this again. I'm not cramping yet or anything, but I'm so scared. It's not even 3 and I can't sleep anymore. I sent DH to get ready for work, because until I can call my doc or start feeling something, there's nothing to be done. I just......i don't know. I just don't want this to be what I'm afraid it is, but I'm really afraid it might be. ? I apologize for my typos. My eyes are a little swollen right now.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my…

Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

anyone in tx? I'm sooo scared of this hurricane. My husband is in wyoming working so it's just me and my 2 kids. They're…

anyone in tx? I'm sooo scared of this hurricane. My husband is in wyoming working so it's just me and my 2 kids. They're saying it's going to be a category 4 when it lands and I'm just scared. He's been telling me to calm down the last 2 days I've mentioned it and he just text me and said "I'm really worried about this storm" I want to pack my stuff and drive to wyoming right now...it's a 17 hour drive. But then I'm afraid I'd be stuck and wouldn't be able to get home bc of flooding and I don't want my daughter to miss school. I'm just terrified. I'm crying right now lol.

I'm so irritated right now😣 so my MIL is on my WIC and they were going grocery shopping and I asked her to hwt me stuff…

I'm so irritated right now😣 so my MIL is on my WIC and they were going grocery shopping and I asked her to hwt me stuff on the list for my 3 day diet before my GD test. well they come back and everything bought was for her daughter like serious. I was putting it away and she kept saying that's for my lunch so don't eat it now I feel like I'm gonna fail my test Thursday

So, I know I said that when I did have my chance again that I wouldn't post about it or tell anyone. Lord knows I just…

So, I know I said that when I did have my chance again that I wouldn't post about it or tell anyone. Lord knows I just couldn't contain my happiness though.. I'm just so thankful that the Lord gave me another chance at being a mother!! So many tears of joy right now!! 🙏🙏❤😭