TWW!! 2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test…

Jess- my heart truly breaks for you. There are no words to make it better but like I said for Ayla, know you have a circle of friends to lean on when you need us. Don't let this news damper your big day bc you deserve to have the very best wedding day!!! I'll be thinking of you on Saturday and can't wait to see pics and hear all about it!!! Hugs to you!!

Hugs to Ayla as well, we are here for you both!

I'm not a quitter, And I'm definitely not giving up! Even though I felt like my future son was ripped away from me yesterday... I will make this happen and I will have my son...

I'm not dwelling on this, I'm getting married Sat and it's going to be the best damn weekend ever!!!!!!!!

Thank you so much ladies definitely made me smile... Thank you for the hug's!

Ayla, we will get our rainbows!!! I'm not giving up and you can't either!!! ?

I love your kick butt attitude girl!!!

Life may knock me down, but I get right back up, ready to fight! ?

So sorry that you got bad news Jess. That's devastating, but half the battle, or more, is our attitudes towards our circumstances so you're over halfway there! It's not a matter of "if," but rather "when" it happens for us all. I know it ❤️

I just left the hospital, visiting my cousin who delivered her second baby today. While I am so excited for them, it was just a painful reminder of what I lost. I'm trying to stay positive too, but I have definitely been in a slump lately! You ladies are great encouragers and for that I thank you all!

So sorry to hear Jess ?

But you will get you rainbow, don't give up hope ?

Christa- positivity is key! Keep your head up !!!! Are you on fb???

Yes, I am on fb. Look for me!

Congratulations of your wedding Jess! Such a beautiful bride! ??

Thank you, Christa! Ladies it's cd 12 for me I don't have much hope for this cycle but there is still some hope left in me. But please pray for a miracle for a chance to get a fertilized egg to slip by and implant. I still have Dr appointment Sat... ? so hard to stay positive after my test results

Hi ladies! How's everyone doing???

Hey Christi, I'm waiting for AF to show, so I can make my appointment for my Dr to flush my tubes with saline. Hopefully that will open One of them up or both. AF due the 20th Hubby's Birthday, how wonderful! ? How are you and the rest of the ladies doing?

Any sign of the witch jess?

I'm sure she'll be here this weekend, Sat or Sunday!

No AF and a BFN! Just waiting for her to show so I can make my appointment.

3 dpo!! Praying for my bfp this month!!

Fingers crossed for you Elizabeth ?

Hey Girls, my saline procedure is Wednesday at 1:00. I'm praying he can open my Fallopian tubes. I'm nervous about how painful it is going to be. He did say he'd give me a local to help with the pain. Please, please pray for the procedure to go smoothly and my tubes are cleared and we catch the egg this cycle as it's done on CD 10 and I O CD 13.... ? fx

Hope it all goes smoothly for you Jess. And hopefully this is the thing that gets you your bfp...you'll be in my thoughts any prayers xxx

Thank you so much Sarah!!

Lots of good vibes/prayers/thoughts sent your way lady!!!! Please let us know how everything goes!!!

Checking in Jess - how are you doing?

Well my procedure was painful but I'm excited that it went well and either one or both of my tubes are now unblocked. There was no fluid behind uterus before procedure and after there was!!! Just wish I could know if both or one is open.. I don't want another hsg just to find out.. He increased my femara to 5mgs and wants me to start injections next cycle if I don't conceive this cycle... Now I need to research where I can find the cheapest.. It's gonal f 450 units I'm new to the injections stuff so if anyone has any advice or info I would greatly appreciate it

But I'm praying my little heart out for my rainbow to come soon!!!

Yea!!! That sounds like it'll be really promising!!!! Wonderful news and baby dust ( lots of it ) being sent your way lady!!!!

Excellent news Jess ( though I'm sorry about the pain) but it'll all be worth it to have your rainbow baby ? really looking forward to the day that you post your bfp. It's only around the corner I'm sure x

Thank you... I feel like its going to happen soon now!!

That's what you need! Some positive thinking ? and plenty of action of course ?

Action ?. Lots of it!!! Get busy girl !!

6dpo no symptoms of any kind.

Bummer girl..... Keep trying!!!!!

I'm trying ?

BFN today AF due in 3-4 day's. This month Mark's a year since I last conceived. My fight is wearing thin, I don't know how much longer I can push myself! I was supposed to start my injections this coming cycle and had to be pushed back for next, due to the furnace issue that I am very grateful for it to be fixed but upset as I feel like I'm wasting precious time now because my tubes could possibly close back up within 6-12 month's... I just really feel like giving up but then I feel like its right at my fingertips..... ?

JnJ, I just scanned through your past 9 months. Quite an amazing read of positive endurance. Always encouraging to others and you seem to so bravely face your own obstacles. Congratulations on your recent nuptials and new home. I'll say a prayer for you tonight that the procedure works for you and you'll get that bfp so very soon! Thank you for being a testament for all of us who begin to lose hope. XX

Morelove... Thank you for your kind words and prayers. I really needed that. I try to stay strong and keep my eyes on the prize, but it seems like a never ending battle. Encouraging and being able to be here for others makes feel better that hopefully I can help someone else out along their journeys and forming the friendships is a added bonus ?

Took a test last night on a Walmart ¢.88 brand and there was the faintest pink line. Took one with fmu was the same as last night I'm scared to death and praying for a sticky one... It's still very early I'm trying to stay positive but it's really hard as I conceived last October and in Oct of 2011 and didn't make it past 8 week's with either as they both were BO's... By lmp I'm 3w 6d so very early and so very nervous.. Please pray for me and my rainbow.. ?

Prayers it gets darker JnJ! I agree with the previous post, your positive attitude has been inspiring ever since I started in this group last December.

October also marks 1 year since the last time I conceived. And I hope it ends with good news for the both of us!

WHOO HOO!!!! Beyond thrilled for you Jessica!! Lots of positive vibes and prayers this is your rainbow ???????

How is everyone else doing??? Updates ladies???

Not sure if it's my turn now, as I have light pink on tp.... ? AF due tomorrow leaning towards a cp.

You'll be in my thoughts and prayers, dear!

Thank you, love!

Thinking of you, hope it's your BFP!!!

I'm currently 27 weeks now and sitting waiting for my 3rd trimester growth scan :) x

Thank you, Emma. I do too. That's so sweet, he'll be here before you know it. Can't wait to see pictures.

Still praying for you Jess remember what I said.. stay positive. Hopefully it's just IB ? I have everything crossed for you!

22 weeks now. Had my anatomy scan last week and everything looks great. The little brat had their legs right down by my pelvis so the doc couldn't get a good pic. We still don't know what we're having ? 3d scan on the 10th of November so fingers crossed we'll find out then

It was a chemical pregnancy, so on to the next cycle... Im way to determined to give up! Im not quitting until I get my rainbow son!!! 5 little Angel's watching over and waiting for me. At least my Angel's can stay little forever and not grow up on me when I get to heaven.. ?

I can't wait for you to find out Sarah, to bad baby was shy... Hopefully next appointment..

Hugs JnJ ✨My heart breaks for you but keep being that amazing positive lady!!!

Thanks love, I'm definitely not giving up! I'm actually happy as weird as it sounds, because my procedure worked sperm can meet egg now...

Glad to hear it because that's what I was thinking regarding the procedure working! XX✨

Next time Jessica!!!! Prayers and hugs!!!

Sounds like everyone is doing pretty good, I've been so curious as to what you are having Sarah!!!!

37 weeks this week, so I'm slowly but surely getting there!!!!

*sigh* this entire waiting game is so annoying for me. Im one week down one more to go to see if af will rear her ugly head. This will be my first cycle ttc after losing my son back in the beginning of August at 22 weeks. I will say im starting to get some symptoms but im trying not to read too much into them. Btw sorry for barging in on the thread I was just so inspired by the entire thing and all the support you give each other

I love your attitude Jess! Don't let this knock you down you're now a step closer.

Omg Christi I can't believe you're almost there ? are the nerves setting in? Haha I'm curious myself! This might sound crazy but I've been getting prenatal massages and the therapist does reiki aswell. My first time seeing her she told me the baby is very very shy but would be very outgoing when she gets to know someone. She also got a strong "girl" vibe off the baby. Be interesting to see if she's right.

Sweetdalii, don't be sorry. We welcome any all who wants to chime in the thread. I'm so sorry for your loss. We have lots of love and support here. So make yourself at home, kick up your feet and welcome... ?

Right now I'm 9dpo and if what I'm feeling are pregnancy symptoms then I want to get excited and test but at the same time I don't wanna get my hopes up for a let down. Just 5 more days. How do you all keep your sanity when you sense it this early because it's driving me crazy.

Why thank you, Sarah ?

Sweetdalli, ahhh.... the sanity lol

Ummm... I usually cave and start testing on 10dpo if I'm feeling symptoms or not. After so long of getting BFN's it doesn't really bother me because I expect it, I guess. I just push on to the next cycle and continue to pray. I've learned it's best not to get my hopes up and take things day by day..

Lol I found it so much easier the first time when I was clueless to everything and didn't suspect anything out until I was like 6 weeks

OK ladies, praying for lots of baby dust!! I'm entering the fertile week, let the bd'ing begin ....

Fx for you. Right now I'm a day late and still having pregnancy symptoms

Good luck to you both girls. Lots and lots of sticky baby dust heading your way xxx

Very positive Opk today. CD 14 butt propped and legs up... Just keep swimming and fertilize that egg(s) gonna BD tomorrow just in case.. Prayer's and lots of sticky baby dust ladies, as I enter the dreaded tww...

Any news sweetdalii? Hoping you got your BFP!!

Im a week late still feeling pregnant and these stupid cheapies gave me a BFN this morning. Idk I think im going to try a different kind tomorrow.

Try a first response, fx for your BFP!

I bought those today im just hoping I don't have to wait another week to get a positive

Anything yet?

Nope just negative after negative. If my body keeps tormenting me like this making me feel pregnant making af late and then testing negative im gonna have to just beg for her to come back so I can try again.

Maybe you could have ovulated later then usual. Or stress maybe? If she doesn't show up make an appointment with your Dr to see what's going on.

Funny thing is I'm so mellow on a regular basis but the lack of af and no positive test creates stress for me. If I miss a second one on the 25th and I don't have a positive by then im definitely making that appointment

I'm 1 dpo hoping for a BFP this month!!!

Sweetdalii, I'm so sorry you're going through this torture! Well I am praying for a pregnancy if not then praying for AF to show so you can move on to the next cycle being in limbo is just ridiculous, I feel your frustration. Good luck.. Fx

Elc100, Welcome, I'm sending you baby dust your way. I'm 5dpo and not really thinking about it, trying to occupy my time lol. Fx and baby dust for us ladies! ?

How are we doing ladies? I'm going to test Saturday morning 3 Day's before AF is due I'm sure it'll be BFN as I have no symptoms..

Well I'm still getting negatives but right now I feel like it's making me go crazy

Fingers crossed for you Jess. Hope this is your cycle xx

Sweetdalii how long since your last AF now? I know how frustrating it is ? my cycles were always all over the place

Just about 7 weeks ago.... af seriously went completely awol

Whoa that is a long time ? I know it's not unusual to skip a period but maybe if you skip another one you should get checked hun, just to be on the safe side x

BFN waiting for AF to show... On to the next cycle...

I think I ovulated either yesterday or today (second time this cycle). If we didnt catch at least one of those eggs this month, sheesh!!!!

Good luck,mamaemmot... Sending baby dust your way...

Lol thank you at least I know I'm not alone when I say this is a long time. However I think I got the faintest positive this morning and I was hoping it's not just my imagination. Either way I go to the doctor today I'm hoping I can finally get some answers

Update Sweetdalii? Hopefully you got some answers today!

*sigh* nope I got blood drawn so they're gonna give me some answers Thursday hopefully. But the main concern is that I probably ovulated a lot later than I should've and they don't want to induce a period too soon.

Oh no, that sucks. Hopefully you'll get some answers today.. Thinking about you. ?

CD 1 on to the next cycle.

I'm wishing you lots of sticky baby dust. I'm hoping we all get our positives soon

CD3 Day 1 of 5mg femara. Have been taking coq10 to help with quality of eggs as well. This is now cycle 11 on femara... Hoping for a BFP soon!

@jnjbaby can u add me plz

Subshine1 there's no need to add you, just chime in when ever you want.

Welcome to our thread anyone is welcome ?

How are we doing ladies?

Currently 2 days past my fertile window, but I believe 6 dpo and anxious. Glad I have the holiday to kind of keep my mind of things and hopefully pass the time a little quicker. I had a dream last night that I got a positive pregnancy test. I hope that's a good sign of things to come.

Same dpo! :)

Welcome ladies and sending baby dust your way.

@Boogie19 when I had a dream about a positive pregnancy test, I always had one if not that month then soon... Hoping it's that way for you.

My fertile week starts tomorrow... I am out of ovulation tests I normally O on CD 13... So I'm just going to BD every other day and keep my fingers crossed praying we catch a egg(s)...

Officially 1dpo... Tww starts. Hoping for a wonderful Christmas blessing... Lots of sticky baby dust ladies..

Praying you get your Christmas miracle Jess! x

Thank you, Sarah... ?

Okay so I have an update. I know it's been a while but with good reason. Anyways I just found out that that I am indeed pregnant. I don't know the due date because quite frankly I went 2 months without af so I suspect that I have to be like 6 weeks. Idk but I'll find out tomorrow. I'm hoping I can have a full 9 months with a healthy baby at the end. But my fingers are crossed for all of you because everyone here deserves their rainbow so hopefully you guys get it.

@I am Leigh, I'm 8dpo today so I'm one day behind you.. Fx for us...

@Sweetdalii OMG that's so exciting congratulations sweetie, I really hope this is your miracle rainbow baby.. Please keep us updated... Grow baby grow!!!

I definitely will keep you all updated. My fx for everyone here. Hopefully this is it for you JnJ?

Thank you Sweetdalii...

No Christmas present for me, BFN, AF due today.. I'm sure she'll be here tomorrow or the next day...

CD 1 on to the next cycle....

Well everyone has left the thread that I've had for month's. I've decided to go on a break. TTC has consumed my daily life and I need to focus on the police reserve program and the police academy this fall and my training.. So I want to thank everyone who I became friends with and chatted with on here... Wishing you all the best... Hopefully I'll be back ? much love and baby dust to you all..