Night out
LO is 11 months old & DH & I NEVER go out but we had an important event to attend last night that involved my entire family. So my MIL came over to babysit after I nursed LO to sleep.
The fact that it bothers you so much shows your a good mommy.. don't be so hard on yourself. I have had things like this happen that still I think about today .. 4 years ago I had to clean my house and my 3 month old was asleep on my bed so I used a baby monitor and started cleaning.. well apparently the baby monitor stopped working because when I went upstairs he had clearly been crying for sometime I felt soooo bad for years about this ?
Whenever I see a "pro cry it out" post I think of this day and just don't understand how people choose that method.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Thanks, mama!! We're probably left more traumatized than they are!