Dreams
Anyone else have baby dreams? I had the most wonderful dream I was celebrating my daughters birthday. She was 5 years old. It felt so real, I woke up missing her! Missing someone I've never met *smh* I don't have any children yet. Ttc my first at age 29.
I've had 3 different dreams with the same baby girl for the past month, first one she was about 2 n I'm her daddy's arms, the second she was like 5 n was playing with my other 2 children and the 3rd n last dream I had of her she was an adult and was in the delivery room having her own lil girl but in that dream it kept switching from me to her and back. Really strange but in all the dreams I kept thinking how beautiful n angelic she looked. Fx for u hun ?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Funny thing is she was a blonde and I highly doubt I can have a blonde daughter lol