:( I feel alone, sad, and just unhappy. I feel so overwhelmed! I have two Autistic sons from my first marriage which was…

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I feel alone, sad, and just unhappy. I feel so overwhelmed! I have two Autistic sons from my first marriage which was extremely abusive. I then had a son almost 5 years later with my fiance. That son died at 26weeks 2days. I recently had my fourth son and he is four months old. I don't have any friends anymore because i don't know... I grew up and they continued the party life. I feel super alone today and have no one to talk to. I recently became a Sahm and it's so hard. My two oldest sons are becoming very hard to control and I have yet to properly morn the baby I lost. I am so stressed out and i have no help. Please tell me i am not the only one feeling this way!