what do I want for Christmas?
So everyone keeps asking and i have NO IDEA.
I'd love an engagement ring and a chanel boy bag.... most probably get a multipack of socks and an orange ?.
Seriously though I do love new socks for Christmas and have been known to get upset if I haven't got at least 1 pair. It's funny actually because the older I've got the more sensible my gift ideas have become. I might ask for a mr Frostie slush maker as when I was a kid I'd put it on my list every year and Santa never brought me one ?.
I just want to see my family for Christmas.
My birthday is Tuesday and honestly the only thing I wanted to do, that I know I can afford, is get my hair done. But SO said something about he wanted to keep it a surprise but we were going to go get tattoos (non matching). So I need to save my money for that..
My ultimate wish list item is a Louis Vuitton Neverfull and I’ve been asking for it for years lol. But more practical:
Baking pans
Gift cards to Barnes and noble, Starbucks, target, for the tattoo place that I have my appointments scheduled at.
New sweatshirts
Books in my reading list
Pens (I love pens lol)
A vacation
Itd be really fabulous if someone would pay a bill for me... that's not going to happen though.
I want a spring form pan and the covers to my dining room chairs so I can hide how my kids have destroyed them.
I'm going to bet I get another useless calendar that I won't use for next year, some clothes that don't fit because no one believes me when I tell them my size, and some other useless crap that will sit in the bags I bring it all home in for a few months until I donate it all.
I'm not usually this ungrateful. I'm just PMSing REALLY bad at the moment!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
We're a family of 7 people. 2 adults 5 kids so I want on the 24th a day to myself get meni /pedi go to nice restaurant then watch a movie and hope no one calls and ruins my day, I would take my 8 year old daughter to enjoy this time with and on the 25th complete family time. I don't want gifts I have everything I want or need.