Back in triage!!
Friday was my first trip, this is my 2nd. Having mild contractions, bleeding & possible fluid leak. I'm 22wk5d. Prayers would be greatly appreciated! Will find out more in the next hour or 2. Hoping I don't get admitted!!!
Just got home, took way longer than expected b/c it switched to on call hours as everything would've been done much faster otherwise. So, they couldn't do the swap for amniotic fluid cuz I still had bleeding, they tried, said it would show positive w/ Amy blood. Had to wait on u/s tech. She tried to do a transvaginal u/s which I would not allow b/c of all of the previa and how much bleeding I was having w/o other objects interfering. She did an abdominal one, which showed my cervix looked closed but could not tell for sure (she said abdominal only have 50/50 results?) it did show my placenta had moved up my belly some, then she got a call that confirmed orders from the doc (not my doc but lady on call for her today) that an internal needed to be done to make sure. So I allowed it, good news placenta has moved up, not sure if its far enough for reg delivery yet but it still moved! Bad news is I was having very regular mild contractions, not considered full blown but more than Braxton hicks. Then was told they were not severe enough to be given medication to stop them or far enough along to receive them?! I thought that's what is supposed to help you get far enough along. Was told I will prob contract the rest of pregnancy but if they worsen to come back to l&d to be monitored! Am exhausted!! Going to sleep
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
Hope all goes well! They usually won't stop your contractions until you reach 24 weeks.