So sad.
My aunt had her son on Monday and I spent almost all day with her yesterday in the hospital. I'm so happy for her but I couldn't help but feel jealous inside and it made me sad that I didn't have my babygirl yet :(. I'm only 37 weeks and I'm a ftm so I know there's a high chance I may go pass my due date but just seeing my little cousin made me want my lo a million times more. Ughh I really hope I have her soon but I haven't had any signs at all. No pain nothing :(
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
FTM problems...
So I've made it pretty clear that I want to buy my daughter her fist Halloween costume. Her babysitter/nanny keeps saying she wanted to make her one. I told her yesterday that I wanted to find her something that my SO and I could dress up as a family. So I told her I am going to get it. She just text me and said 'not trying to step on your toes but I bought her two costumes'. She does this all the time. Anytime I want to do the "first" things with her she immediately does it. It...






Well I Had My Daughter Today Literally Took Me 1 Hour & 35 mins & 2 Pushes & She Was Here ! 🥰💖💖 So In Love With Her & Her Name Is Anastasia
! It Happen So Fast & Had The Best Experience! And She Was 7 Pound 10
You are so close to the finish line! I know how you feel but just try to enjoy the last few days or weeks of pregnancy! When I get antsy to hold my lo already I try to remind myself that she will be here when she's ready and that I have precious little time to enjoy her still being in my belly. :)