pelvis separation bad timing
So if been put on bed rest for 10days no driving or lifting, due to my pelvis separating from me moving furniture and lifting, I'm a single mum so it's not easy, iv now had to stop work, i still had 2 more weeks left so I feel bad for leaving them, top it off with my best friend is getting married in 2 weeks I'm bridesmaid, so iv also been organised her hens night which is this weekend not sure how things will go, I'm 33+5 atm my house is a mess and I can't do anything about it if been trying but can't be on my feet long without getting pains its crap ??
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
What is everyone craving?
Ive been doing pretty good up until today. Craved a taco salad so of course had it, then ran errands and suddenly had a real urge for a bic mac. I think I can say I should be done eating for today. First time Ive been like that

For all the mommas waiting, here he is😍 sorry i had him at 4:44 AM so ive been super exhausted.
Been crying all night. My son and I are being separated and it's breaking me apart. I can't do this.
Thanks huni iv been trying not to let it all get to me but at times I just want to cry.